A Story

My story,
The story of my life,
Almost as dark as night,
Filled with sorrows.

I have thought of ending it,
With no happy endings,
Never a happy thought.

I lay down,
Unable to sleep,
Screaming voices in my ears,
Music no longer sustainable,
No longer my savior.

I wished for a happy ending,
I got another painful chapter.

I am screaming,
Does no one hear me,
Does no one see my pain,
My tears.

I pray the ending is near,
I can't write another chapter.

Savior,
You see me crying and pick me up,
I no longer stand on my own,
For next to me,
On me,
In the flesh,
Is blood,
My savior.

I can now go on,
At least for a bit longer,
I am going to try for another happy ending.